physical pain
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I Need to Complain About My Health and Healthcare… (And I’m Quitting Smoking)
This week was a week. I know my postings haven’t been lining up like they used to. I used to post on Fridays, so the “week” made sense. Now the “week” is more like a week and a half to… Continue reading
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A Brief Look at my Inattentive ADHD and then Bloodwork After Trying to Come Off my Methotrexate… Along with Some Hallucinations for Good Measure
I don’t like to close the tabs out on my phone or on my computer. Right now I literally have 329 tabs open on my phone, and over a dozen on my computer. I feel like if I close them,… Continue reading
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Hallucinations, Emotional Eating and a Coffee Table
I was in therapy today and we realized that after Tuesday the 29th, I don’t have another doctor appointment for a month. An entire month, y’all. I think that’s a record for the last year or so. I’m sure that… Continue reading
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If Only I Could Quit (Fawning) (Smoking) (Mistaking my Negative Symptoms for Depression)…
Again, I haven’t written anything all week. I wasn’t as busy this week – I don’t know what stopped me from writing, really. I’m still trying to quit smoking. I had an appointment with an addiction counselor this week, on… Continue reading
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Medical Issues Continued…
Oh boy it’s been a long week. It’s Friday night and I’m just getting around to starting to write. Ah, shit. That’s what I get for being busy. Monday this week I had my primary care appointment. It went really… Continue reading
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DVT’s, Chronic Pain, Mental Illness, Addiction, and More Doctors Appointments
I haven’t written anything yet this week and it’s late Thursday afternoon. I’ve been binge eating this last weekend. So nevermind my “just eating a bit of junk food” from the last entry. It got worse, and then it got… Continue reading
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My Two DVT Troubles; Sleep, Pain, Dissociating, Appointments and Medication Side Effects
So I’m still dealing with my DVT’s this week. Two of fucking them. They’re the blood clots that are in my right leg. They take weeks if not months to go away and dissolve. And even then still bits and… Continue reading
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A Procedure with a Twist of DVT
I had a sclerotherapy procedure on Friday afternoon last week. On my lower, right leg. Today is Saturday now (last week), and it’s going well. I’m sore, for sure. And a bit swollen. I had to limp a bit on… Continue reading
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I Binge Eat to Cope With my Emotions – My Emotional Relationship with Food
I meant to go to group today, it’s Tuesday. I was finishing up that Neutrality post from earlier this week, and totally lost track of time. I’m kinda mad at myself about it. At least there’s Life Skills tomorrow, so… Continue reading
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Opposite: A Lost Personality Post Psychotic Break, and Other Things
I had this whole different entry written up. It was about sh. I can’t even spell it out because I remembered at the end, this morning, that fb and bluesky will block me if I fucking do. But I had… Continue reading
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A Voices Dialogue, and Having Chronic Pain with Schizoaffective Disorder
I’ve been hearing the third floor neighbor talk about me. Again. This time it’s the voice of the new third floor neighbor, and her grandson, just agreeing with her with a random “mmm-hmm” and whatnot. She was talking to her… Continue reading
