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Some of my Current Paranoia and Anxiety Struggles
I haven’t talked about my hallucinations or paranoia or anything mental illness symptom wise in a couple of entries. Not because they haven’t been happening. Just because I’ve been so focused and preoccupied on my physical symptoms, and keeping y’all… Continue reading
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Medical Issues Continued…
Oh boy it’s been a long week. It’s Friday night and I’m just getting around to starting to write. Ah, shit. That’s what I get for being busy. Monday this week I had my primary care appointment. It went really… Continue reading
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DVT’s, Chronic Pain, Mental Illness, Addiction, and More Doctors Appointments
I haven’t written anything yet this week and it’s late Thursday afternoon. I’ve been binge eating this last weekend. So nevermind my “just eating a bit of junk food” from the last entry. It got worse, and then it got… Continue reading
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A Procedure with a Twist of DVT
I had a sclerotherapy procedure on Friday afternoon last week. On my lower, right leg. Today is Saturday now (last week), and it’s going well. I’m sore, for sure. And a bit swollen. I had to limp a bit on… Continue reading
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Everything is Stressful and Changing
I’m so fucking scared. My apartment complex just got sold. And they fired everyone who works here. I’ve been living here since I moved to Texas, for over four years, and I’m so scared as to what the new owners… Continue reading
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The Bug Situation and Being Emotional
This is how my week started… It’s Monday, and I have been so incredibly, unbearably anxious and paranoid lately. Like, crying at least several times every single day, for the past several weeks. And I don’t know what to do… Continue reading
A Delusional Predisposition 