A Delusional Predisposition

I’m Unsure Where My Writing Is Headed…

I don’t know what, or if, I’m going to write anymore.

We’ll see.

I’ve been feeling desperate lately, and today is no different.

Maybe I need a break.

Maybe I should be writing even more and different types of things or styles.

I don’t fucking know.

I’m attempting to sit with these feelings.

I have an inclination that I should just keep my feelings, emotions, and experiences to myself.

I’m doing the same thing over and over and I’m expecting different results every time.

– Keren

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I decided to write about my mental illness struggles, my therapy journey, medication regimens, and other issues and concerns that pop up while living life with a severe mental illness. I have schizoaffective disorder, bipolar type, anxiety, PTSD, dissociative amnesia, hypothyroidism, severe osteoarthritis in all major joints and I’m legally blind in my left eye. Mental illness complicates life, I just write about it.
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2 responses to “I’m Unsure Where My Writing Is Headed…”

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    Richard C Pasman

    I think you should keep writing as feedback for yourself and your therapists. I read all your posts and they inform me of how you are feeling and doing. We love you and wish you the best that can happen to help you.move forward.

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      Keren

      Thank you. I’m going to do a lot of thinking this week. That’s good to know, I hadn’t really thought about the whole keeping people in the loop aspect. I just feel as though it’s too much at times. But maybe that’s because I feel as though I’m too much a lot of the time. I really appreciate you (and Auntie) reading my entries, it really does mean a lot to me. I’ve been feeling as though people don’t want to hear what I have to say, but that is nice to know.

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